Tuesday, March 14, 2006
i'm falling deeper in.
i need to climb back out.
or i'll become like one of them.
someone help me.
i'm glad my senses are clear.
i
know i can do it.
i'm
not like them.
i'm not.
so i know i can be myself again.
dun be like them eileen.
dont.
okay. post for de past few days.
erm.
lets see.
oh yes.
12 march -
my dad's birthday celebration.
i took off on dat day.
was pretty alright.
lols lots of good food.
duh~ my mom's cooking.
hah.
basically everyone was just watching tv in my house.
LOL.
went down with de gang to buy like 15 cups of bubble tea.
hahaha.
and collected de cake.
i love my cousins. =)
anyway.
after dat everyone went off.
me and my sis went jon's house overnight.
with huiling/lianghao/junming.
hahs.
played mahjong.
yay i won with "qing yi she" plus 3 "flowers"
WOOh.
HAH.
liang hao kept winning oso.
POOR JUNMING.
lol.
kena trashed by us.
hahs.
watched tv for de rest of de evening with felicia.
hahs.
jr is so cute.
hahah.
slept early.
woke up at like 7am.
huiling and junming have to go school for remedial.
i had work at 10.
so me and my sis went home.
took taxi with HL and JM.
zz.
went home slp another hour.
woke up to bathe.
half way thru bathin.
suddenly no energy.
i think i squatted in de toilet for 15 mins b4 i came out.
couldn't walk.
dunno wad happen.
zzz.
my older sis ask me dun go work.
she said if i still go like dat.
i'll die.
zzz.
called my shop.
nice ppl my colleagues. =)
went down to court.
supposed to meet cheryl at 2 for lunch 1st.
i was freaking hungry.
mom din cook.
oh yes. i went back to slp after calling and woke up at 1.45pm.
hah. dats why so hungry.
took bus to court.
no energy to walk. so i just waited at de bus stop.
cheryl sms me.
said she'll be late.
she meeting her di 1st.
cuz he buying her birthday prezzie.
i waited like 15 mins.
cannot take it.
called her.
told her i'm sick and freaking hungry.
she scared i like last time.
hungry till cry.
cabbed down to find me with her di.
so nice. =) i love u gal.
met zheng an/bean/randy/wilson.
they cycle to tm.
we took bus to tm.
zheng an scammed me.
lol.
no la. haha.
he went xcraft for another ear hole.
tsktsk.
de guys went arcade.
i went to eat pasta with cheryl and her di.
oh yes let me tell you about him.
HE IS SO CUTE.
not like shuai ge cute.
like actions cute.
HAH.
he is so FREAKING SHY omg.
1st guy i see so shy one.
OMG. so cute!
felt like pinching his cheeks.
oh he is sec 3 this yr.
so shy la
i met him for like 5 hours.
i only heard him say, "hair spray, no, pass, last week"
OMG. so cute can. guy so shy la. hahaha.
okay anyway. i went to eat pasta.
hoping dat my favourite food would make me feel better.
because of some things dat happen.
AND OMG.
I AM SO FREAKING SAD.
I COULDN'T FINISH MY BELOVED COUNTRY BAKED PASTA.
i had no appetite.
OMG. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?
sobs.
i'm so sad.
i took a pic for remembrance.
sobs.
went back to court.
played daiti all de way.
zzz.
couldn't go home.
no one at home.
felt better after 4.
alot better i guess.
hmm.
actually dat day felt like playing bball.
but ya nvm.
hahs.
no energy to play.
enjoyed watching though.
de guys were good.
terence is a good shooter.
daniel jumps REALLY high.
alex [small boy]'s three pointer is good.
hahs.
i'm observant.
went to eat dinner with alot of ppl.
daniel/weicong/alvin/bean/gerald/wilson/mark
weicong treat us =D
nice guy.
so many ppl he treat all lehs.
HAHA.
=x.
plus drinks oso.
wooh.
de guys went back to change.
i wait for them at de void deck.
luke's fren called.
di siao di siao.
zzz
pass de phone.
weibin's voice.
pass de phone.
luke.
1st thing i said
SI MONKEY.
lol.
haha.
dumbo.
after de guys came down.
went to pavillion.
played pool.
won weicong.
could have won mark but de black ball went in -.-
daniel treat me pool. =D
went home tog on 28.
de guys bullied this gal on de bus.
daniel sat beside her keep disturbing her.
i saved her.
i went to sit beside her.
poor gal.
lol.
den de guys decided to bully me.
WAHHHH.
de bus like our house liddat.
made so much noise.
had alot of fun though.
thanks guys. =)
i'm not blaming anyone.
just angry.
wouldn't you be.
if u are not feeling well.
and u turned up cuz u dun wanna pang seh ppl.
in de end de one being pang seh is u?
would u not be pissed.
but its okay now.
so ya.
=)
me_________`e-leen *
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